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Sep 23rd, 2009 ♥ 12:24am]
i can't think of anything else to say but i love you. i wish i could write down pretty words to convey my pretty thoughts of how i picture our life together, but all i can find are those three words.

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Apr 25th, 2009 ♥ 12:56pm]
i don't get many things right the first time. in fact, i am told that a lot. now i know all the wrong turns, the stumbles and falls, brought me here. where was i before the day that i first saw your lovely face? now i see it everyday and i know that i am, i am, i am the luckiest. what if i'd been born fifty years before you, in a house on a street where you lived? maybe i'd be outside as you passed on your bike, would i know? and in a white sea of eyes, i see one pair that i recognize and i know that i am, i am, i am the luckiest. i love you more than i have ever found a way to say to you. next door there's an old man who lived to his nineties, and one day, passed away in his sleep. and his wife, she stayed for a couple of days, and passed away. i'm sorry, i know that's a strange way to tell you that i know we belong, that i know i am, i am, iam the luckiest.

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Apr 10th, 2009 ♥ 2:16am]
Anthony says:
i had to come on msn just to say
Anthony says:
it's Friday, and ur gay

Mar 9th, 2009 ♥ 3:47am]
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Feb 4th, 2009 ♥ 3:10am]
i love him i love him i love him i love him.

Dec 30th, 2008 ♥ 4:52am]
i've got a fewwwww things to sayyyyy:

a. i'm terrified to tell you how i really feel; i don't want to fuck up a good thing

b. i can't handle you doing this all the time, i really have nothing more to say about you

c. shut up already! you were awesome for a while, but now you just annoy me.

d. i wish you would stop acting like you knew everything and were better than everyone else and just go back to being my best friend

e. i love you.

f. you made me feel super awkward, i'm sorry

g. i think you're awesome. we need to hang out, just the two of us

h. you are way too good for her

i. i think you're great, but you are just so unbelievably fake sometimes. i wish you could learn to be yourself

j. stop pretending you're untouchable

k. thank you for always being so happy to see me. you make me feel 100% better about myself every time we hang out

l. i love you all, and i love that you all love me :)

m. sometimes i miss you

n. i'm so glad that you're doing alright, and that you're happy, but i miss you. i hope that we follow through and actually hang out sometime soon <5

o. WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN?! it was really nice seeing you last week

p. i think you're pathetic.

q. i hope that you've moved on, too. i was stupid, and i had no idea what i was feeling.. but it definitely wasn't what you thought it was. sorry!

r. you still mean the world to me, even if all we do is fight. i hope things can go back to the way they were before

s. you are my everything, but you already know that <2

t. i'm glad you like me, but i think you're kind of a flake

u. even after 6 years, we are going strong. i love you more than anything

v. you are nuts!

w. i think you're an awesome girl, and it makes me sad that we'll probably never have the chance to be good friends. you need to get rid of that "best friend" of yours, you're so much better than her

x. i miss you constantly, hope you feel the same

y. we should hangout more, now that your ass has been surgerized!

z. youuuuu are so cuuuute. hang out with us more often, please!

Dec 30th, 2008 ♥ 3:11am]
do you hear me? i'm talking to you across the water, across the deep blue ocean, under the open sky. oh my, baby i'm trying. boy, i hear you in my dreams, i feel your whisper across the sea. i keep you with me in my heart, you make it easier when life gets hard. lucky i'm in love with my best friend, lucky to have been where i have been, lucky to be coming home again. they don't know how long it takes, waiting for a love like this. everytime we say goodbye, i wish we had one more kiss. i'll wait for you, i promise you i will. lucky i'm in love with my best friend, lucky to have been where i have been, lucky to be coming home again. lucky we're in love in every way, lucky to stay where we have stayed, lucky to be coming home someday. and so i'm sailing through the sea, to an island where we'll we meet. you'll hear the music, feel the air, i'll put a flower in your hair. though the breezes through the trees move so pretty, you're all i see. as the world keeps spinning round, you hold me right here, right now. lucky i'm in love with my best friend, lucky to have been where i have been, lucky to be coming home again. lucky we're in love in every way, lucky to stay where we have stayed, lucky to be coming home someday.

Nov 9th, 2008 ♥ 6:59pm]
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Aug 17th, 2008 ♥ 12:23am]
CrazyCommie - LEGO says:
we could posiibly chill later on in the night if you want
CrazyCommie - LEGO says:
so that we wont go threw bestfriend withdrawl during the week

aaaaaaaaaaaaawwwwwwww. i love life :)

Aug 6th, 2008 ♥ 10:33pm]
wow! that question sucked a lot more than i thought it would. and it came a lot sooner than i thought it would, too. tonight is not a good night to be alone. i wish i thought out things a little better before i texted, i wish i didn't suck so much, i wish i didn't do this shit to myself. i don't even know what i want anymore. i'm such a fucking fuck.

Aug 4th, 2008 ♥ 12:22am]
my kitten is getting bigger, i am not pleased :(

Jul 26th, 2008 ♥ 5:29am]
sooooooo tonight was amazing. i baked all day, and then around 11 alicia and i decided to drive around until tyler finally texted us around midnight and we picked him up. i took them to amherstburg to see monopoly heights, and we sat on baltic with CRAP. then i triiiiiiied taking them to texas road, but they were not having it. tyler made us go to st. clair so he could find a cache (which he did not find), then alicia drove around the parking lots, THEN WE PLAYED IN THE SPRINKLERSSSS and tyler was our getaway driver from elite security. so tyler drove us around while we played the headlight game, and quickly lost interest. called anthony, but he was gay and didn't pick up even though it was only 3 am. then, for some reason, we thought we'd be AWESOME and go around stealing shit from peoples lawns.. so we did that for a good 2.5/3 hours :) i am such a badass, for reals. i wasn't even wearing PANTS and i stole so much crap. ended up dropping the troops off at around 5:30 and now i am here, an hour later, laying in bed :) i love having my own car, for realz. tonight was absolutely perfect! i love my best friends <3

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Jul 25th, 2008 ♥ 3:46am]
you could have the sun, you could have the water; this i'd give to you. you could be the moon, you could be the harbour i arrive to. you could come over uninvited. you said i'm the one, the one to hold you; does that go for others too? no surprise. yesterday around four am, i thought about you for a minute or two. i know it's no good, i feel so lonely sleeping without you. how come your arms are not around me? i said i'm the one, the one to hold you, but i guess he said that too. no surprise.

Jul 8th, 2008 ♥ 6:48pm]
now faith is replaced with a logic so cold, i've disregarded what i was now that i'm older and i know much more than i did back then. but the more i learn, the more i can't understand. i've become content with this life that i lead, where i drink too much and don't believe in much of anything. and i lie to myself and say it's for the best

Jul 7th, 2008 ♥ 3:10am]

109 brush
224 brush
219 brush
252 brush
217 brush
182 brush
169 brush
134 brush
studio stick foundation
sugarrimmed dazzleglass
studio finish concealor
violet pigment
fix +

makeup forever
hd microfinish powder
purple #92

alice's adventures in wonderland
slaughterhouse five
fight club
the bell jar
dexter series

gladiator sandles
jean shorts
dresses from urban outfitters

other stuff!
get camera fixed
canon digital rebel xti
ipod ear buds
cover for mah phone

Jul 2nd, 2008 ♥ 10:16pm]
the sidewalk is rushing at my head again. i'm lying on the street in the rain and wind from doing forward rolls down avenue a with my guitar on my back; don't let it end this way. somehow i dialed my cell, i didn't know i could get service in hell. "how quickly can you get here? don't know where i am, dear." finally, the world actually seems to be revolving around me. shoobie doobie doo-wap, i over did it at the soda shop. thanks for being my girl at the "i-don't-know-when-to-stop" sock hop. you held my head over the edge of the bed. i remember now, but at the time i thought i was dead. you put a pan there and held back my hair, how can i repay you for saving me and my hardwood floor? shoobie doobie doo-wap, i over did it at the soda shop. thanks for being my girl at the "i-don't-know-when-to-stop" sock hop. and when the world stopped spinning round, i picked the pan up off the ground. i read my up-heaves much like tea leaves. they said "it's over so get sober, or you'll die again". shoobie doobie doo-wap, i over did it at the soda shop. thanks for being my girl at the "i-don't-know-when-to-stop" sock hop.

Jun 25th, 2008 ♥ 8:57pm]
alicia: "so what appeals to you about.."
mom: "tassels?! the hanginess of them. what more can i say"

Jun 19th, 2008 ♥ 7:30pm]
watch the following movies with nicole on the first day of summer:

1. fear and loathing
2. super troopers
3. dazed and confused
4. eternal sunshine of the spotless mind
5. enchanted

Jun 16th, 2008 ♥ 4:10pm]
god, i have so much shit i want to buy, it's ridiculous. if i get this job with my mom, i will be in heaven. the first thing i'm buying is a new digital camera, then after a few paycheques i'm buying a rebel. life will be gooooood.

chillin' with anthony and tyler tomorrrrrooow finally. oh, how i've missed mah boyz. baking cookies for them tomorrow morning :)

Jun 15th, 2008 ♥ 7:03am]
fucking fuck motherfuck. ugh. watching freaks & geeks makes me wish it was 1981 and I was getting hit on by jason segel.

in other news, momma's going away on thursday. probably going to have a SMALLSMALLSMALL shindig, possibly. i don't know.. and i'm HOPEFULLY getting a job with my mom. so pumped! insanneeee cashmoneyyyy $$ :D

other than that, i hate life.

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